Wondering or Wandering?

12:59 AM / Loves, Farah Nurdiana /

Hmm. I've changed my Guitar Class schedule. From Friday to Tuesday. And Sir Sharom ckp nextweek, I'll be learning plucking. Yeay! Tadi blaja main Kiss Me by Sixpense None The Richer. Best siott reti main lagu nih. But still, kinda hard to smoothly change the chords. Half bar, full bar. -.-

So, tadi Sir Sharom kate, kalo dah blaja plucking, pastu blaja Solo plak. Then this one thing pop up in my mind, "Will I still get the chance to learn that?"
Yelahh, lagi bpe hari je kann nak result dahh. Then I wonder lahh if my dad will ever let me continue my lesson. Sometimes I wonder, camne lahh aku bleh gle2 minat Music ehh. Padahal takde sape pon yg dkt family aku ni cam musician ke ape ke kannn.
The time I mentioned kat Ayong yg aku msk klas guitar ni, dy dah bebel dah. Dgn Abg Wira lg, adooyyy, kalw have a ride with them, sure aku kne bebel dgn Abg Wira. Pasal bola laa apelaa.
Serious dohh, aku pon taktau nape lahh aku obses sgt dgn music+football. Football lah esp. Kdg2 aku rase ak lg over tgk bola drpd Apat. Alah dy mane pnah tgk bola kat umah pon sbb aku yg conquer TV kalo ade game.hahahah. Pastu, stay up smp pg tak tdo sbb tgk bola, ish, mane pny gene yg  aku dpt pon aku taktau. Yang plg tak tahan tuu, kalo time aku tgk bola, dorg mesti tak suruh aku buat pape or in other words, tak ckp n aku sbb confirm takkan dilayan. hahaha. Apat yg kene. hahaha. Dah r tu, bknnye korg nak tau sgt pon kalo ak bebel pnjg lg.

Hmm, ni lg satu. result nak dekatt. Cuak gle babang r. Pastu skg ni aku rindu gle kat Mami. Rindu gle2 lahh, yelahh, nnt dah dpt result, xdpt share dgn Mami dahh. :( Tak dpt nak pelok cium Mami dah. Dulu mase aku dpt 8A PMR, Mami kat Riyadh. So aku gtau through phone jelah. Call Mami. Mami nanges kott time tu. Terharu gle ahh. Mase UPSR dlu ponn mami nanges. Pelok aku smpai agkt2 aku mcm aku ni ringan sgt plak. hehhehe. Nana rindu Mummy sgt2!:( Okay dah start nanges dah ni. :((
Dah la stop laa. basah laptop aku:(


Eh takleh stop lagi. Nak cte psl Mami lg. Gamba ni mase last Mami balek. Mase ni Angah nak tunang. G la kedai perabot nak beli kerusi yg mcm kat gamba ni. Pnat btol pileh2. Tiap2 kali aku lalu kedai ni, mesti aku ingt Mami.:(
Pastu, kann aku ske gelakkan org kann, heheh, sbb Mami pon mcm tu. hehehe. Btol, Mami gelak lg dasyat dr aku. Tak caye tny family members aku. Huhu. Rindunye kat Mami:(
And then, the reason aku tak ske makan mamak and tak tgk cte mlayu is sbb Mami tak kasi. Bkn sbb aku cam gle poyo ke ape ke kann. Tapi memg dah mcm tu. Mami pon tak ske makan luar gak. So aku pon xske laa. Mami kalo lalu dpn kdai mamak mesti dy komplen asl laa manusia2 ni g mkn kat kdai mamak ni. Tah ape yg sdp pon taktau laa. No offense ok tp btol laa, cleanliness comes first laa kann.


Hmm, dah laaa tuu. Kang tls byk2 mesti korg nanges kann. hehehe.

Thank you God cause you gave me THE BEST MOM IN THE WORLD. Eventhough I haven't got the chance to be with her for a longer time, but I am grateful because I had the chance to have her as my mom. Only God knows how special and superb woman she is.


3 comments:

Comment by Amal Hayati on March 3, 2010 at 8:25 AM

diannnn! be strong okay? i'm always here for u.luv u to bitssss.muahhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Comment by Ainul on March 3, 2010 at 5:09 PM

ak dh nanges dh ponn!! ;(
BE STRONG DIAN!!
i'm always here fr u too ;)

Comment by farrah fadzil on March 15, 2010 at 5:24 PM

superdian :')

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