Heylooo.
Its been quite a long time I didn't really updating my baby blog (cause I kinda just re-post the news xD).
Well, 2009.. Its such a hard and not so good year for me. Too many bad things happened throughout this year. And plus, it never stops until now, this current seconds tickling, I'm not in a good condition now:( I've lost the person I love the most. And I missed her badly. I cried a lot this lately. I need you mom. I can't stop the tears from rolling down through my cheeks esp in this several passed weeks. I miss you so much! You are everything to me Mummy, and now I have to get through every single challenges and adventures afterwards all by myself. I really have to be strong. Just like you Mummy:( I hope a new year beginning become a new chapter for me and Farah Nurdiana is going to be an INDEPENDENT, TOUGH woman!
Last 7 days, I travelled much. most of the times were spent outdoors. And so as being in the car(gosh I really dislike it). I went to Penang with my aunt's family. Yeah, I've a wonderful moments there but at the same time, I'm hurt:(
Cameron Highlands is also the place that we visited. Since it has been ages that I din't go to, durhh, I am not interested to go there again next time. It was such a boring place. Well, it's okay if you want to go there, but once is enough, really! There's nothing much interesting other than shopping teas, strawberrys and veges. Get a chance to enjoy the beautiful sceneries. But it was just that. Once is enoughXD
Alors, new year's resolution? naah. I don't have any specified one. Just go with the flow. Be stronger. Thats all.
Et finalement, this is the last post for 2009. My last words for you 09',
John Terry has been named in the inaugural selection of the FIFA/FIFPro World XI.It means the Chelsea captain has been chosen as one of the best 11 players of the year by over 50,000 professional football players from all over the world.
The selection was unveiled during the FIFA's World Player Gala in Zurich.
The full line-up is:
Iker Casillas in goal; Daniel Alves, Nemanja Vidic, John Terry and Patrice Evra in defence; Steven Gerrard, Xavi and Andres Iniesta in midfield; and Lionel Messi, Cristiano Ronaldo and Fernando Torres up front.
The World Player of Year for 2009 is Lionel Messi.
That accolade was voted for by the coaches and captains of 147 national teams. Second was Cristiano Ronaldo, followed by Xavi, Kaka and then Andres Iniesta.
John Terry continues to play with great consistency, every game, with the same determination and concentration ... Terry has the same technical and leadership quality as Maldini. We can compare them. This is important to maintain a clean sheet, every game. It's more difficult if you've only got one player performing like this, but we have (Ricardo) Carvalho and Ashley Cole having fantastic seasons.
Reports have been circulating on Saturday that the Welshman will be sacked, and the players were called for an emergency meeting following the 4-3 win over Sunderland.
Former Inter Milan manager Roberto Mancini, whose son Filippo played for the City youth side, is reported to be lined up as Hughes' successor.
The club announced a statement will be released on Saturday at 19.30 but the staff and players were prepped in the changing room before an announcement was made.
The City boss failed to turn up to the post-match news conference ahead of a statement from the club, seemingly sealing his fate.
Italian newspaper Corriere Dello Sport report that Mancini will sign a three-and-a-half year deal worth €4m (£3.5m) a season.
The last time a dramatic last-minute meeting was called was minutes before Sven-Goran Eriksson was fired as City boss in April 2008.
At the final whistle Hughes made his way into the center circle of the pitch and waved to the stands, a gesture translated by many as a goodbye message.
Hughes took over from Eriksson in the summer of 2008 but his reign as
Suddenly his pockets were filled with millions as City became the world's richest club and he made large dents in the finances with the signings of Gareth Barry, Roque Santa Cruz, Emmanuel Adebayor, Carlos Tevez and Joleon Lescott.
But despite the string of
I can't think of anything that makes sense.
I tried to sleep but I just can't.
I online back but things get worst.
I wish I can turn back time and do it well-planned.
But I'm just a small creature and take the flow.
I'm human. I'm MISERABLE
Is just taking breaths to stay
Life is just unfair:(
Once upon a time
Before the lakes and rivers were polluted
Before the animals were poached to extinction
And before man had destroyed the earth's atmosphere
There was a great ship
This vessel was to venture into new waters
To find new resources
To make life easier and more enjoyable
It was a simple mission for the crew
Who were excited to be a part of this union
They pledged their allegiance to the captain
And vowed to be there no matter what
In sickness, health, and possible death
As time passed by, there was no new land to be found
As the days grew shorter
And the nights grew longer and colder
The crew became more and more
Skeptical about the captain's vision
Originally passionate and committed true and faithful
They now began to revolt
You crossed the line
I was honest
I never promised anything
Just a brotherhood to stand for something
And everyone should take the lead
Follow your dreams
If you don't try you fail
As the mutiny started
And the captain was overthrown and chained
He asked them why their minds had changed
There's no gold to be found
No treasure in the ground
We won't die for this
We won't die for you
You've lost your minds
I was honest
I never promised anything
Just a brotherhood to stand for something
And even if they disagree
Follow your dreams
If you don't try, you fail
This dream is now
A shipwreck in the sand
They gave up, they made all their demands
The storm consumed fifty seven souls
Who died in vain, his love they stole
This union a battle fought and lost
This union is not about the cause
This union was never about love
(This union (2x)) (2x)
This union a battle fought and lost
This union was about the cause
This union was never about a love
Oh gosh, come on laa. That thing is sooo not healthy and not even beneficial kott.
Come on laa people,
Live on a healthy lifestyle laaa.
no heart feelings. it's just in my point of view
Heyheyhey.
Sorry 'cause I didn't update my blog yesterday(who cares anyway)
I lended my notebook to my bro in law 'cause he has same catchups to do.Nvm laa.
Oh yea, why the title of this blog is 12th Dec which was supposed to be 'yesterday'.hmmm, actually this date really 'meant' something to me.
It happened about two years ago. I used to get in this loveydovey thing(kinda awkward for me now). And suddenly Idk why the memories flashedback in my mind yesterday. He really is something to me when we were together. All those quotes and sayings, thats what makes me into him. Yes, I admit that those words melt my heart. My friends said the same thing too. But all of them were gone. And I didn't regret for that. We ended up the relationship last year. And its me who make the decision but its HIM who MAKE me. I do want to be his friend for now. I told him so, but he didn't want. I still remember those words;
"I tried to make it twice, so I wanna avoid you for the third time. I don't wanna hurt you anymore".
See, this is guys. They easily hurt people. Its hard for me to trust anyone. And thats why till now, I ain't got any boyfie yet. Plus, I'm a bit choosy.:( I admit that.
Okay, enough for that. I just wanted to share with all of you, readers. Because some says that I ain't got feelings. Aku ade perasaan okay. Hehehe. Tunggulahh nanti mat saleh mane jadi boyf aku. HARHARHAR.-______-
I watched football match yesterday. Chelsea vs Everton. Game played at home. Its a drew. And I HATE that. All those goals from Chelsea were beautiful. But they made too much mistakes. They showed all their weaknesses. The defense were very bad. Too much misunderstanding between them. What happen man? The same thing happened last season. During Christmast. Don't make the same nightmare happened again. The trophy is gonna be ours this year! No more Man Utd lifting that precious trophy. I know we were better than them. And plus they didn't take the chance to go on level with Chelsea last night. :) Go BLUES!
And lastly, I missed you Nur Asyikin Al-Jeffry.:(
"I'm not going to shirk away from any challenges thrown at me in my career"
Hmm, its just another ordinary day. I woke up a bit late this morning. Tido lambat kot last night. Then I took a bath and went downstairs for breakfast. Unfortunately, susu out of stock lahh pulak. Cancel laa. Tunggu lunch jelah camtuh.
And, FYI, I cooked sayur for lunch tadi.!!YEAYY. Dah reti masak sayur:))
Haha. Well, I never cook for family meal before this. Before this pon masak ape je ponn, goreng2 instant foods ada lahh.:)
Congratulations to me ehh:P
And petang tadi pergi rumah Ibu, tolongtolong sketsket.
Tu jelaa. Malam nnanti kalau ade bnd best I'll post it here. Chalo
Hey dudes and dudettes. I am so proud to be called a SPM-leavers now. A day passed by, I kept thinking and wondering what my life could have been like afterwards. Frankly, I already missed school babe! Friends are the best. I love em much!
8th December was the last paper. It's Chemistry. Really, I gave my best! My very best. Its all the God's job now. And I just have to keep praying. I seriously wanna studies abroad man! Its my dream, my family's hope, and of course that's the best thing that I'll make Mummy proud. I know I don't get the chance to pay all your BIGGGG sacrifices, but I've done my very best Mummy. Thank you.:)
When I reached home yesterday, I do feel kinda awkward. :D I questioned myself, what do I have to do everyday, cooking? driving? housechores? babysitting? and hoyeah, a COUCH POTATO? Oh mann, I hate being without best buddies.
Thought of working, but macam malas lah pulakk kann. Kang orang ajak keluar and tak boleh join kan dah sedihh:( Oh yea, I hang out with my friends today, we watched NEW MOON. Okay I know it was kinda outdated but hey, I have exams okay. Shut the hell up. And time balik tadi, I get a ride with my ex schoolmate(I'm not a schoolgirl anymore:P), to be clear, primary school friend. Tariq Hashim. Just can't believe that he still remember me. Dia yang tegur ak kot kat Topshop tadi. Haha. Then we have a conversation in the bus, mann, he's smarter than me. Agak segan ckp psl education with him. :P He also told me that one of our senior get an offer to Canada. What a surprise! I kinda proud of him.
Hmm, tomorrow kene pegi tolong Ibu. Kak Zila nak kahwin. As a good neighbour, lend a hand laaaaa!:P
And this is my plans for this freakkiiiinnnn longggggggg holidayyy:
- Driving lessons
- Guitar lessons
- FUTSAL
- Watching all football matches(I vowed myself not to miss one)
- English class
- Hangout with friends
- Cooking class?(homesweethome):P
- Working perhaps
Okay thats all for this entry, and no worries cause I'll update my blog more often after this ya. Keep reading. Enjoy it. Merci beaucoup:)
Manager Carlo Ancelloti has affirmed that John Terry - who City boss Mark Hughes tried to sign in a high-profile summer purchase -will remain at Stamford Bridge for the rest of his career.
The inevitable sale of defender Richard Dunne led Hughes to adopt a summer recruit plan that involved a brace of centre-back acquisitions, however, Terry snubbed the speculated offer from City, and Hughes instead turned to Everton's Joleon Lescott and Arsenal's Kolo Toure.
"I never thought he would play for another club," Ancelotti claimed in The Daily Express. "He is a symbol of this club and a fantastic captain.
"It wasn't necessary for me to speak to him in the summer because he wanted to stay. I was never fearful he would leave. I can't see him playing for any other club. I hope for him and for the club he will stay for the rest of his career.
"Terry isn't just important for his technical quality but his behaviour and personality off the pitch," added Ancelotti.
"He is the player I expected and man I expected. Players like Terry are a big advantage for coaches because if the players want to know how to train and behave, they just look at him.
"I like to have a joke with Terry - not just with him but all my players. I maintain a good atmosphere with the players but sometimes there is a time for respect and when that time comes I ask respect from my players."
Woahh! Six subjects had already passed. Hopefully the examinor will give me extra marks. Here's some comments for all the six subjects:
Bahasa Melayu: Hmm, I gave my really best in this paper. Eventhough I'm sure my karangan is just an ordinary one, but thats the best I can give. Sorry laaa cause my BM memg tak pernah A1 pun. Nak dapat A2 pun susahh. But hopefully SPM nihh I'll get an A+ lahh pulak kann.
English 1119: Sh*t!!! I was very disappointed with myself. I can say that the essay that I've made on paper 1 is the worst from what I've done before. Memang teruk gilaa ahh. I get blanked for about 1/2 an hour. arghhh!!! Idk what's wrong with myself at that time. To make things worst, at first I've drafted on an open essay entitled Beauty. But then I pick another title and just straight forward writing them without even drafting. I'm really worried whether the examinor will give me a 40++ marks. Please God!:(
Sejarah: Paper 2 I just boleh buat esei je. Struktur kantoiiii!
Modern Maths: Okay kott.
PAI: Bole laaa:)
Additional Mathematics:
Paper 1: For the first time my answer sheet is filled completely with answers and I hope all that is correct.
Paper 2: I've tried my best. Just wait and see whats the result.
So far, I really had give my best. And I'm really hoping for a good results. Three more subjects to go, All the best for me. Pray for me fellas:)
Lionel Messi is the best player in the world - Spain striker David Villa
Valencia and Spain striker David Villa has declared Lionel Messi the best player in the world and says that he expects the Argentinian to have a great tournament at next year's World Cup finals in South Africa.
Spain and Argentina meet in a friendly at the Vicente Calderon tonight and Villa is under no illusion as to the quality of the 22-year-old from Rosario.
Messi has endured criticism in Argentina for his performances during qualification for the stumbling Albicelestes but Villa believes that it would be difficult for any player to give a good account of themselves when their team is not fairing well.
"When things don't go well at group level, it's hard for anyone stand out individually, but Messi is the best in the world for everyone," he told Sport.
"While we can complicate things, I have no doubt that Messi will have a great World Cup."
Actually I was reading SEJARAH F4 BAB 2 now and I'm getting fed up with this!!!ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! There's holy shit numerous facts in this chapter! Each page is full with tulisan yang berjuta2 facts and skit gle gamba. Senang cte memg byk gle facts ahh! TENSION GLE!!! Taktau r ble nak abes. Dari pukul bpe tah tadi ak bace tapi tak habishabis gakk! Bape juta kali ak selakselak page blakng tpi byk gak lagi!!!!argghhhh! God help me! Give me strength!!!!!!!
Skipper craves top job at Chelsea after he hangs up his boots
Chelsea captain John Terry has admitted that he would love to manage the club when his playing career finally comes to an end.
The influential Blues defender has claimed that he has, along with Frank Lampard and Ashley Cole, already looked into obtaining the necessary coaching badges.
At just 28-years-old and having recently signed a new five-year contract at Stamford Bridge, there is certainly plenty of playing time left in Terry's career but that has not stopped him considering his options for the future.
"I want to go into management after I finish playing, even though it's a lot of pressure," the England skipper told the Daily Express.
"I would love to be Chelsea manager, and that's the natural progression. I would want to go straight in at the deep end.
"I want to do it for the love of football, even though I know that as manager the pressure falls on your head and I know players are a nightmare.
"Your playing career goes so quickly and older players have always advised me, 'Take your badges, take your badges', which me, Frank Lampard and Ashley Cole are looking into.
"Depending on what we have to do, I think we go straight to the B licence. We could coach the kids after training and get our badges that way.
"I have played under some great managers and have kept notes of training sessions. Even when managers do things I don't agree with I note it down, so I remember not to do that. It sounds silly now but, hopefully, it will be helpful.
"When Jose Mourinho was at Chelsea, I used to get coaching sessions off him, Guus Hiddink as well. And Chelsea keep records, so I could go back and see what we did in every training session. But it's good for me to have that folder and those ideas ready to use.
"You have to bounce ideas and feelings off the players because they are the ones on the training pitch. That is so important.
"It's vital you get feedback and I get feedback off players. When we do a good training session and the lads are saying, 'That was good today' and talking, I'm straight in, writing it down and keeping a record."
Terry went on to state that he regularly speaks with West Ham United manager Gianfranco Zola, a former team-mate of his at Chelsea.
"I also look at Gianfranco Zola and Steve Clarke, who were at Chelsea and have stepped in at a good level over at West Ham and have brought new ideas with them," he added.
"I speak to Zola on a weekly basis and find out what he's doing. They played under some great managers and used that.
"It's so important I keep absorbing stuff over the next five years. But I don't know exactly when it will be that I make the transition. I would love to keep playing until I am 35 or 36, depending on how things go."
"[Samuel] Messi is a truly great player. I don't know what more I can say about him. He is unique – the Maradona of his day,"
Frank Lampard Sr. & Jr.
Frank Lampard senior spent eighteen years at West Ham United, where he made his name playing at left back. He took up coaching after retiring as a player and was the assistant coach of the Hammers when Frank junior began his professional career at Upton Park. Unlike his father, Frank junior is reputed for his intelligent play and goals from midfield and without any doubt has been the more successful of the two at both club and international level.
Sorry Dad, I picked Chelsea.
harini buke sorang:(
Babeng r! Asl tak dapat tengok aaa?
Anyway, terry BEST DEFENDER AGAIN!!!yeahhhhh
And Messi best forward, Xavi best midfielder.
TERRY EUROPE’S BEST
John Terry has been named Club Defender of the Year by Uefa at the Champions League draw in Monaco.
It is the third time the Chelsea captain has been handed the accolade, which was judged on performances in last season's Champions League and presented by Paolo Maldini.
He also won it last year and in 2005. Gerard Piqué (Barcelona) and Nemanja Vidic (Manchester United) were the other nominated defenders.
'What I try to do is come in to training and work very hard every day,' Terry said when asked what was behind his success. 'And not to be able to get my hands on the Champions League trophy, that is enough motivation for me. That is something I am aiming to do with Chelsea.'
Petr Cech was nominated for the Club Goalkeeper award which went to Man United's Edwin van der Sar.
Votes were cast by the coaches of the 16 teams that reached the knock-out stages of the competition. Best midfielder was Xavi and best forward was Lionel Messi, both of Barcelona.
YEAHHHH!
Bounjour.
One heck of a day.Damn bored bebeh.! I was sitting and doing my homework all day long(well not really all day long).
DAMN! Tak siapsiap jugakk! Banyak hell okay! Baru Mathmod. Belum yang lain lagi tuhh. And baru Section A je ak buat tue pun da tak larat ouhhh.
huhu-.-
Tomorrow I planned to follow my sister to her office and go to the library to finish up all my homeworks. I hope I do not feel sleepy macam tadi lagi. Yeah I planned to do the same thing semalam but I cancelled I my plan after sahur coz memang tak larat gileee ahh. Ngantok nak mati!
Last Tuesday I went to the National Library with Mimi and Ain. I managed to finished up the structure questions on the Chemistry Perfect Score 2009. Susaaa doee takde Ziqah. Nak bertny senang kalau Hazeqon ade.huhuuuuu. Actually we planned to go there at 11 o'clock. But sorry girls, I fell asleep after sahur and terlajak tido sampai 1030. Menggelababun ak mandi and siapsiap sume. Around 11 baru bertolak keluar rumah. Abah send me til Ampang Park. And Ain's mom have waited for me there. Sorry Auntie.:(
So, we do our homeworks till 4pm. And then I took a bus and go to KLCC by myself. Yeah ALONE. Okayy whattt. And then I went to Isetan to meet Apat. Saje jerrrr. Nak mintak kasut. He asked me to choose which one that I want. Okay and then I said, "Nana gy usha dulu lahh nanti Nana datang balik."
So I exit the I setan and went straight to the 3rd floor. Go to Converse. Kasut bapakkk mahall weyy(standard laa Converse). Takpelahh move to the Quiksilver+Roxy boutique. DAMN! Sale gile bapak ahh! Aku usha r brgbrg. Before I headed out the boutique, yess I bought A roxy purse. But not for me laa. For Ms. Izzah Amani:) For her birthday. Sorry for the late gift dear.
Then I go to the EVERLAST boutique. Cehh, teringat plak kat Fit. jkjk.
I tried some shoes. And at last I found what I want. A green+white snickers. So I headed back to Isetan to meet Apat and asked him to buy it for me. And guess what he said, "Nanti bulan depan Apat dapat gaji Apat belanje ehh"
SIOTTTT!Baek ak blah awal2 pas kua Roxy tadiii.huh
Sebab, I promised Angah to follow her goin back home. Meet up at LRT Cempaka. But aku lambattttttttttt!!!!! At the end, I've to take a cab. Membazir jee! Luckily I have extra money left.
urghhh
Better than I left my blog with no updates right?
XD
Thats all.Enjoy your life guys!:)
1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
In my way:P
2. Smart?
well yeahhh
3. Preferred age?
same,or 1 or 2 or 3 years older.I don't care. As long as he is mature
4. Preferred height?
170++ Please be:O
5. How about sense of humor?
Cumpolsary kott!
6. How about piercings?
After convert?noooooo
7. Accepts you for who you are?
I know its kinda hard but YOU HAVE TO laaa
8. Pink hair?
SOOO GAYYY!
9. Mushy or no?
stupido moi
0. Thin or fat?
Moderate.as long as muscular:)
11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
Make it suits yourself.I'm not that choosy
12. Long hair or short hair?
Above your shoulder please. And make it look good.
13. Plastic or metal?
Knights aaa?XD
14. Smells good?
Sure laa.takkan bau kambing kott
15. Smoker?
Please don't.
16. Drinker?
Yeah.PLAIN WATER
17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
hmmpphhhhh
18. Muscular?
As stated above. I want a footballer, takkan tak muscular kott?
19. Plays piano?
besides guitar?yeah why not?
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Again,COMPULSARY
21. Plays violin?
Cello baru besttt!
22. Sings very good?
Auwww.make me melt dude!
23. Vain?
durhhhh
24. With glasses?
Stylo ohhh.
25. With braces?
Don't be nerd
26. Shy type?
Depends.
27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
Both
28. Active or passive?
Active!
29. Tight or bomb?
Wutta hellll?
30. Singer or dancer?
AN EDUCATED PERSON!
31. stunner?
Iron Man yeahhhh
32. Hiphop?
No need ohh
33. Earrings?
Islam laa
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-un
gth
35. Dimples?
Soooo cuteeee
36. Bookworm?
Knowledgable yeahhh
37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
Sweeeetttttt
38. Playful?
Depends
39. Flirt?
GO TO HELL
40. Poem writer?
Song writer yeahhh
41. Serious?
It depends
42. Campus crush?
Let God decides
43. Painter?
Sweettt againn
44. Religious?
Mestila beb.Sape taknak?
45. Someone who likes to tease people?
Mind your manners.
46. Computer games geek?
Don't make me feel isolated
47. Speaks 20 languages?
In advance
48. Loyal or faithful?
Both
49. good kisser?
Seulement avec moi:P
50. loves children??
Love your child dude
Derbyyyyyy.fuhh
I watched a football game wehh! Its not easy to get the chance to watch Premier League this year ohh. Veryvery busy with my SPM. urghh! Chelsea won laaaa fer sure. A 2-0. Goals from Drogba and Anelka. Actually, the game was like kinda bored at the first side. Berair kot my eyes tahan ngantok.huhu
At last I managed to watch it till the final whistle. Hmm. Ican't say they play good but ermm its okay cause they won. As usual laaa, I preferred a team with a good winger. Like Robben. I like him very much. I still don't get why Chelsea sold him. Yea sure Real Madrid is a big club that every player dreamt to play for but heyy, come on laa! ONE CLUB MAN pun okayyy what?right?!:P
oppppsss! Carlo Ancelotti?This man really make changes to the team. There's no more the both left-right backs is moving forward.*agak bosan*
hrmm, I didn't watched any of La Liga's yet. Well, planned to but hmm, their matches is like hell earlyyyyyy in the morning. My eyes can't stay for that long ohh. Replay bole ahh!
Idon't have to worry, CONFIRM Barca menang punye lahh!
Real is nothing mannn!Eventho they have so called "greatest player in the world", hoohoooo GOTOHELLLLLLLLL! Well exceptions for other players there okay hihihixD
Okay thats all, OLE OLE OLE OLE!:)))
Heylooooo readers
Its been almost 3 months i didn't really updating my blog. So much goin on. I've lost the person I love the most and it's really affecting me. Today is 1st Ramadhan and I'm not celebrating it with her. I miss you badly Mummy. Thanks for all the sacrifices you've done for all of us. I'll never forget the most wonderful woman in my life.
Okay life must go on right? And sure at the age of mine,theres a lot that I have to learn and survive. I am human and I must be strong. Like Mummy:)
Okay let me tell you what i've going through past this 3 months.
1st, The MTU ceremony.
As all the semashurians know, this night surely going to be a memorable night for all the Fivers, and yess I do loveeeeee this night. We're having lotsa funn. Especially during the f5 drama were displayed. I laughed a lot that night. Huh. Korang punye iklan memang paling best ahh!!!!
0509 Majestic legacy (girls)
There's more and more pics actually tapi malaslahh kann nak taruk semua.
Okay next event is hmmm banyak lagi tapi skipped to my trials lahh that is starting from 10th till 18th August.
This SBP trial is actually suppose to start on 5th August but due to the stupido H1n1 our school has to be closed for a week that is on the trial week.hmmm memang baguslaaa ennn bagi cuti right before exam. Study sangat laa ak nihh kat rumah. Sleep all the time.huhu. Takpun tengok tv. Macammacam aaa. But I managed to go to the library for one day that is on tuesday*can't racall the date*. I finished one chapter there that is the most weakest part of my Physics, ELECTROMAGNETISM.huh. I managed to actually understands it better.
But a day later, I have to help my sister for her wedding day. It was damn hell fatigue! Harihari tido like 2am and I have to wake up early in the morning to accompany her.perghh!penat gilakkk! There's no more revision starting on that day.
On the wedding day, LAGILAHH PENATTT !!! I have to be the penyambut tetamu. Hmm replacing my Mom's place.huhu:(( I wish you were here Mummy. Hmmm the pics of this ceremony ade dalam laptop lagi satu lahh malas nak pegi transfer. takyah tengok lahh ekkk hehe sorry.
OPPSSS.jauh gila melencong.
Okayokay we get back to the trial.
BAPAK GILAA PUNYE SUSAHH AHHH WEYHHH. tak pernah ak jawab exam sesusah nihhhh. Eventho we've already knew what's the chapter is going to be asked but suckily its still fuc*in bloody hell difficult.huhu
The most extreme part is Additional mathematics and guess what CHEMISTRY.!!!!
huh! I've got some of the paper 1 result.hmmm Its not veryy good that I can be proud of but I was thankful. haaa!!not to forget,since we got the one-week-h1n1-leave, we have to take the exam during weekend. I can't tell ya whats more tirederrrrrrrrr than thisss ohh. My brain is working like a f1 car. I have to memorize all the facts on a shorttimeto make sure I'm not getting a bad results. huh. Everyday staying up late night for like till 3++ a.m. huh. Habis je exam memg ak bantai tido gle2 ahh. Hope all the hard work being payed. Although I knew that it was my mistakes, I'm the one who didn't make preparation earlier.huhu. okay you can put the blame on me.
huh.And now its a mid sem break and I promised myself to fill up my time wisely. I planned to go to the library everyday since its so hard for me to stay focus on the book at home. So GOODLUCK Dian! I've to struggle to ensure that my dream will come true. And as I promised my mom to further my studies abroad,InsyaAllah. UK is waiting.John Terry also is waiting for me to live nearer harharhar. Okay lets finish this here. C'est tout de moi. tooodz!Have fun in life mates!:)
Why am I so vulnerable without you mom?
I MISS YOU BADLY
I wish you were here.:(((((((((((
MUUUUUUUMMMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chelseafc.com understands that despite the disappointment, the captain responded with grace, going into the Barcelona dressing room and shaking hands with each member of playing and coaching staff. It was an act of sportsmanship for which Barça applauded him out of the room, as Guardiola explained:
'I want to thank John Terry for coming into the dressing room and congratulating us,' said the Spaniard. 'He's a true gentleman.'
Terry, 28, was in superb form over both legs of the semi-final, making a number of vital interceptions, tackles and blocks over both games, as well as heading just wide early on at Stamford Bridge last night.
EVENT:HKSBP 2009
VENUE:SEKOLAH SERI PUTERI
TIME:28TH TILL 2ND JUNE
MOOD:ohh I Miss it sooo much:(
at SMSS zon tengah
Best gilaaa bai hksbp taon niyh
My first and last time participating
I've sooo much experiences to be shared
But malaslaaaa nak tulis semua
Tak larat aku
Anyway,just wanna share some pics and some of the sweet memories.
Enjoy it guys!
i'm here writing all i want after quite long time not updating.quite busy doing this and that.spm,study,basketball,extraclass,homeworks.urghhh.so tiring tauu!this is my last year in SEMASHUR,i want to give my best to success.spm just around the corner,memg dah suntuk dahhh.tp ts my own self yang sometimes layan sangat kepenatan and fikir nak tido and rest jekk.come on larr dian!WAKE UP!
JGN MAIN2 DAH.entahlaaa.i think i gave effort on ups haritue lagi byk kott.hmmm.ape nak jadi nihh?takottt r.please everyone,i'm begging for your support!
hmmm.thanks to all the teachers who have tought us.BLESS OUR KNOWLEDGE TEACHER:))
ermm,physics nihh,i'm losing grip!all the electric thing messed me up.i've lost all my spirit to revise physics tau!huh.dlu punye laa semangat to become an engineer,but when it comes to electric i've lost all my strengthness to stay focus in class.urghhh.i don't know what i want to be in future.:(
GOD,PLEASE HELP ME!i'm only a small creature.i need strengthness.!
thanks to all my friends.ILOVE YOU ALL VERY VERY MUCH.Seriously i can't imagine life without all of you in future;(
Rakan Baik IS THE BEST IN MY LIFE!
thnks to all of you!
this becoming school break started with hksbp.basketball.after all the hard work,i'm seeking for vitory!
and nak sangatsangat main futsal cui nnt.anyone want to invite me in?i'm free:))
okay thats all for now!chiao!:))
"I'll try!" she said as she walked away,
"try not to lose you."
Two vibrant hearts could change.
Nothing tears the being more than deception,
unmasked fear.
"I'll be here waiting" tested and secure.
Nothing hurts my world,
just affects the ones around me.
When sin's deep in my blood,
you'll be the one to fall.
"I wish I could be the one,
the one who won't care at all.
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confided in me was your heart.
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."
Nothing will last in this life
our time is spent constructing,
now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin.
Constrict your hands around me,
squeeze till I cannot breathe,
this air tastes dead inside me,
contribute to our plague.
Break all your promises,
tear down this steadfast wall,
restraints are useless here,
tasting salvation's near.
AH
Nothing hurts my world,
just affects the ones around me
When sin's deep in my blood,
you'll be the one to fall.
"I wish I could be the one,
the one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confided in me was your heart.
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."
AH!
"I believe that right now [Lionel] Messi is the best player in the world, although he is young and he needs people to help him on the pitch. A strong team is more important than individuals but at this time, for me, he and [Arjen] Robben are the best," he asserted.
Christoph Metzelder has looked at football from an economic point of view by disagreeing with comments made by Cristiano Ronaldo yesterday.
The Portuguese superstar claimed that he and Kaká were worth the price tag of €100 million, but Real Madrid defender, Metzelder, does not agree.
"They are special players, who make the difference in a team, but in a time of financial crisis, I do not believe that one player is worth €100 million. That is not normal," he told Marca.
Indeed, no-one is yet to break the €100 million mark for a transfer fee, but it seemed like Kaká was close to doing so when details of his potential switch to Manchester City were discovered.
However, Metzelder claimed today that two other players have caught his eye, and they are both in Spain at the moment.
ehehe
erm,3 weeks in school i was quite content with the system and all that.its good.i almost have a full concentration in class.i never sleep during class and i guess i can say that i am a lil hard working compared to last year.haha itu everyone must felt the same way ayte.i'm totally happy with my friends.the cross country was a blast!i contributed points at least okay!hahah.i love my friends sooo much.i can't imagine life without them years later;(huhu i LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!
the football now is getting outta control.haha.da lame gle beb xtgk chelsea maen.yesterday i watched barcelona game and also ac milan since beckham moved there.it was a very good play from him and all the players.almaklumlah my first time watched milan nye game.pato hebat kott!hahaa.anyway,for me now the best team in the world of course la barca!gle power ahh!
memg amazed gile la if see them playing.esp messi
bapak power ahh!
hmm thats all for now.i'm gaining spirit to concentrate more on studies
huhu
God help me please;)